I came with good intention

All i wanted was that you would be happy..i thought i could make you happy..I just wanted to bring happiness to you..But i realised i couldn't...I am really sorry..I wanna make a point clear...I REALLY DO LOVE YOU..

To my love...

I just wanna say i feel useless,helpless,selfish...I really don't wanna be so mean to you but recently you are behaving in such a weird manner that i wouldn't be able to tolerate..You cry,but i don't know whats the reason..You refuse to say..Only until i get angry..Perhaps you aren't aware of the stress and troubles i got in my mind..Perhaps you thought i was strong enough to endure all this..But then again..no matter how strong one can get..its only physically..Not emotionally..Do you know Deep within..I do feel anguish like all others..

24/8/09

Today is me and my lovely girl 5th month Anniversary...But i couldn't celebrate with my dear today..Because our school ends quite late :( Whats worst is i made her cry..Stupid Yao Hui, You sucks!! :( Yaohui!! How could you be so stupid,i asked myself...i got a reply. A voice telling me i sucks so much. I know i do. And even if i cried my eyes out.. i can't do anything about it..If i suck so much..shouldn't i end my life..? haha....jkjk..

You'd never know..

My tears had fallen again yesterday night..When the lights went off..when i was using my phone messaging. My tears dripped down on my phone screen..But no one knows..It had fallen on my wallpaper.. haha. Because its because i miss that person so much..I am not afraid to admit i love her. I am also not afraid to admit that i have hurt her so deeply. I know she had lost faith in me and gave up all hopes in me. But all i want is to love her. Is to be with her. But i know i can't give her happiness. I hope my tears can be felt by her someday..I hope i could make her have faith in me again..But hopes usually won't come true..haha..goodnights

Back To Post~

Hey..has been months since i posted,hmm maybe i should keep updates. Anyway,anyone has any idea how to brain wash? :x :( Hmms..I Love This blog so much, seems so nice <3 o's are coming.. but i haven study.. and i can't get anything into my mind.. sigh..

I Am a Lazy blogger

Watashiwa Kira[thats my fake name =DD]
Anyways~ hello :3
This blog i just started, and wondered why there are no tagboarD? Cause...
I Lazy to put xD
andand,i am a lazy blogger so -.- this blog will be dead in 5days. Lols. so don't need keep come check for updates one, i suka suka blog, agar agar slack :x ok seriously i dunno what i talking. Lols. Today nthing to blog about sehhs sayonara =x

22 january

k. lols. wthh is this? this post was like so long ago le lorhs, so i deleted it xD its top secret =D i still rmb i was emo in sec 3. LOLs forget it tho :D